diary11 12-May-2024 Brownie #Brownie, my buddy.She's leaving the UK tomorrow.She'll start her life in Thailand, and I'm continueing my daily life here in the UK.We all were together today all day long and crying the end of the day.Brownie, Bow, Leo, Idil and me.I feel like sinking into the sea.Every time my friends leave, I felt the same, which is farily painful.Whenever my friends are complaining about their lives, I woul.. 2024. 5. 13. 27-Apr-2024 Normal life #My mumPoor my mum.Her surgery has finished successfully.Unfortunatelly, She's got blind. She can see neither the sun nor the moon any more.She's fine, probably, hopefully.My heart started feeling hurt.But there is nothing I can do for her.It is what it is. #Follow Your HeartI bought a e-book written in English today. The book is called "Follow Your Heart", which is the book that I read the fir.. 2024. 4. 28. 01-Apr-2024 My mum's eyes #Cambridge English Exam It's been about a month since I started taking Cambridge English Exam class. It's liturally REALLY HARD for me, especially Listening and Reading. As my readers know, of course, I do like reading. That doesn't mean I am good at reading, but I enjoy reading. I tend to read a book slowly and closely. Because I like thinking as reading. However, reading for exam is absolutely.. 2024. 4. 2. 28-Feb-2024 Feeling of mine these days #Problem Sometimes, I overthink about the problems in our lives. Because they are actually not simple. Even if it seems to be simple, when you look the problem you will soon find out it is much more complicated than you think. This is why I do not like giving advice. I say nothing unless someone asks me for advice. We need to give advice acordding to the situation. If someone gives you a solutio.. 2024. 2. 29. #20 익숙함과 자유 / Familiarity and Freedom 1. 익숙함 어제 친구한테 물어봤다. "너는 A가 왜 싫어?" 친구가 답했다. "모르겠어. 나도 정말 모르겠어." 나는 말했다. "싫은 이유를 스스로에게서 찾아야 해" 그리고 오늘 문득 그런 생각이 들었다. '왜 잘살아야 하지?' 나는 내 스스로 이유를 찾으려 애썼다. 하지만 내 생각은 이미 복잡해졌다. 이미 답을 알고 있는 걸지도. 남들과 비교하지 않기 살기 위해 옷과 직업을 던져버리고 조용히 살길 택한다면 그 누가 나와 함께하려 할까. 이미 세상에 조련되어버린 수많은 사람들 속에서 나 혼자 다른 길을 가겠다고 하면 그 누가 나와 함께하려 할까. 이미 값비싼 명품들, 여행, 명예에 따뜻한 물, 집, 맛있는 음식들에 길들여진 사람들은 익숙해져버린 현실을 벗어나려고 하지 않을 텐데. 역시나 나는 혼자 살다.. 2024. 2. 18. #19 죽음과 직업 / Death and Jobs #죽음 A : 사람들은 죽음을 왜 두려워할까? B : 본능이니까. A : 왜 그런 본능이 생겼을까? B : 이유는 없어. 자연스럽게 만들어졌지. A : 왜 그렇게 만들어졌을까? B : 돌연변이 때문이지. 두려움을 느낀 개체들이 위험한 상황에서 벗어났고 더 잘 살아남았을 뿐이야. A : 만약에 진화설이 거짓이라면? B : 거짓일 수도 있지. 아무도 알 수 없을 거야, 아무도... #Death A : Why are people afriad of death? B : That is one of the instincts. A : Why do we have that? B : No reason. It has been generated naturally. A : Why has it been generaged that .. 2024. 2. 12. 02-Feb-2024, The series of farewells #Diary Gosh, I could not write any diary in January at all. I have decided to wirte it at least once a week. It is fine, it could mean the sign that I have been living very well lately. And that is true in reaility. #Farewells From Karen, Sarah, Fany, Penguin in January, to Jungjin for today. Lots of my friens have gone to their own country. I am alright, actually feeling slightly down. I feel l.. 2024. 2. 4. 24-Dec-2023 Merry christmas #Christmas "In Korea, do you celebrate Christmas?" Suzi said. The other day, I was asked the same question by her, and today again. When first asked, I answered that we didn't. But I answered differently today. "I thought about it, we celebrate Christmas, but not as big as the UK" You know, because it is true. #Kasra I have a best friend called Kasra who is from Iran. He and I, as always, grabbe.. 2023. 12. 25. 22-Dec-2023 Mindfulness #Aline She's gone to Japan. I feel like I'm sinking down into the deep sea that I can not see the below. But, it is fine, will be fine. The past will soon pass, as always. Sometimes my heart feel aching a lot. Basically, I'm always ready to accept every feelings. Despair, difficulties, conflict, sorrow and even farewell. But I am a human as others, of course, I feel all of feelings. I let my fee.. 2023. 12. 23. 이전 1 2 다음
